I probably care too much.

So… I didn’t make any posts, especially not ‘personal’ posts for a while. On purpose, mainly. I told myself I was thinking about things. Also doing a lot of not thinking about things, making very pointed attempts to avoid thinking of certain subjects. 

it didn’t work. I just really wanted everything to be ‘okay’ but it’s not. And I’m not really sure why, because when I look at everything that’s happening right now, if I just lay it out, it should really all be great. But it’s not. I’m still incredibly sad and always, always anxious. even if I try not to be. 

this is super vague but it’s after three a.m, so yeah. 

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On how coming out changed her life: ”I knew I would be happier, but I wouldn’t have anticipated just how f—-ing happy I am and how every tiny little aspect of my life feels better.” Ellen Page by Olivia Malone for the Hollywood Reporter, May 2014