so I went and saw my new therapist on tuesday morning and I was super nervous about it but wow she is super nice and understanding and doesn’t just dismiss things that are important to me as unimportant like other therapists have in the past and basically I’m really happy with her.
So, I finally went and saw a new psychiatrist yesterday…
but am still having panic attacks about meeting friends tonight and will probably not go.
I have made a lot of friends in the past five years but have been unable to stay friends with any of them.
And now I find myself incredibly, unbearably lonely and I have no idea how or where to make new friends.